August 2012
I hate...
when people say you’re “to good” not to have a boyfriend, like 1) you have to have a boyfriend 2)if not something must be wrong with you… First of all, it’s something wrong with everyone (esp females) it’s about what you can put up with. Second, can I actually be that smart to choose not to accept whatever’s thrown at me. (the answer’s yes lol)
this...
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happy birthday to me!
should be ready to seize the day, but being down lately, allergies super acting, and on my period… yea, not a good combo
I didn’t plan nething, cause I really never plan nething (at least not anymore)
got a sweet surprise dinner and gift from my sis… she wants us to be close again and really is making an effort. I (always) love her.
got some messages...
I Love...
trippy shit, but pretty sure i don’t wanna trip.
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my guy friend told me I like the attention, that’s why I talk to everyone (and heard this before from friends)… No, I’m a friendly, nice person (at least I try to be) that’s why I talk to everyone. If like attention that much, I would be famous by now. If anything, I just want respect for the things i do. And in the end, I attract everyone but really don’t want...
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people may never understand…
my mom said i’ve been saying i feel weird since i can talk. n she never knew what I meant.(i can’t say i do either)
i feel like i need to change a lot, obviously it’s something that’s not right. my diet, my environment, something… or maybe i’m just crazy.
i’m telling you it’s something about my energy
I need...
I hate...
even explaining why I’m single (it always comes up. blah, blah, blah i’m such a good catch)… But, I guess I’ll say besides the characters I’ve gotten, I’ve always treated relationships as unimportant. I hate being vulnerable, and getting too mushy. Also, l admit I was stuck on someone for years, but even with him I never pushed for a relationship (that proved to...
I hate...
this feeling
So...
idk how u can feel so good, and so bad at the same time…
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i did molly last night, it was decent. rather have weed and wine, I think…
idk, i put myself in tough place with love. I actually can have a bf, I think…
been working on music… i’m gonna be rapper, I think…
isisouterspace:
So there’s this one guy right..
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the moments… (i really do appreciate them)
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kinda surprised l went the whole day (since 7am) without eating n didn’t feel that bad…
this day was randomly busy, but must say l hope my effort is worth it in the end (l don’t feel it often is)
music, that is all.
I hate...
when u r so hungry you eat whatever random food that comes your way 1st (it’s usually sometime not good for u)… it was gumbo, tuna and crackers, and a cinnamon roll, all at once lol
