July 2012
I hate...
that this creeper seems to be on extra creep mode… Now, you know l look young so usually if an random older guy (30+) tries to talk to me he is being a creeper. Usually, l will not give them the time of day (i.e. someone like Pharrell does not count cause he looks young and understands the plight :P). But sometimes l take advantage depending on how it is. You got the ones who will do little...
So...
l let go of a lot of the stuff that made me sad in the past, but this is still the most l’ve been depressed… prob cause the disappointment factor is still high.
on the bright side when you have nothing u have so much to gain…
l love being nice, it means a lot to me to make someone’s day or help them in anyway. But, of course some people try to take advantage of...
So...
my cat likes to playfully grab me but had the longest nails.. scatches ofcourse. (currently in pain)
idk how to feel about the fact l spent the day with people like 5-8 years younger than me n had a better time than someone my age recently
l’m a little upset l don’t have a good group of female friends. lt’s like the few female friends l have are separate, l hang out with each...
I Love...
that l got hella free shit the past 3 days. (nothing extraordinary but still love it)
So...
crazy how things can go from to good to bad so fast. yea, that weekend l spoke of… So with bad comes the good. people always show there true colors when they’re comfortable. the crazy thing is l’m not even sad, because it’s not like it’s shocking. l want my life to peaceful so l can’t stick with neone who disturbs that.
honestly l don’t understand with...
I hate...
the long ride home after a terrible night.
So...
periods are the work of the devil, and l’m going to have a hard time getting through weekend.
“I got a dream that’s worth more than my reality.. And pride that’s worth more...”
– Sean (via laleali)
So...
l wish l was more of a pasta fan l feel l would appreciate this dinner l made on the the clutch way more (thank good for wine)
my friend planned this grand adventure for me and her… let’s pray it doesn’t get too crazy
l’m seeing a therapist (figure it could help) but this dude makes me feel weirder than l already am… l leave his office thinking “damn, l feel...
I hate...
that l have to be stuck to the computer to listen to music (the music l want/need to listen to, fuck that radio bullshit!) now, and it’s currently so distracting…
I hate...
when a guy gets all emo when there’s no need/not the time. this dude keeps saying he misses me everyday, asking if me l miss him, everyday… (whether or not it’s game) it’s super feminine and will get you cut out real fast.
So...
this was one of those lay on floor and die type of days… but l didn’t. (lots of good music)
iSo...
all this dance pop music and all these hip hop artists gong mainstream with it’s so annoying! But l definitely understand, get your money!
frank ocean album was decent af but it’s something about his crooning l can’t take (it’s not like a Pharrell type of fake singing)
went on a music video watching spree… a lot of these videos are well directed with good...
Music Mondays
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So...
what these guys did (separately, as far dating them) put my anxiety level on 10… No one so far had diffused it either.
(separate from that) some people are so (unfortunately) ignorant!
Fashion Fridays
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I hate...
being so emo tho, it’s like the whole world had problems n reality yours doesn’t matter. l just wish the best and good energy for any one who feels worse than me.
