June 2012
May 2012
So...
I got played… feel salty cause this the first time I ever felt truly played by some typical guy bs. Even tho, idk how much validity I can give to a guy who goes out his way with money, time, and energy just for pussy he may or may not get. But still, cause I actually super cared about the person I feel hurt. It’s just like wow, time and energy wasted.
the double standard thing is...
I hate...
that I have had guys who were like bitches to me (u know who u r). If I have made comments about you being feminine, or down right called/said ur acting like a bitch (except for one lol) ur/were a bitch! And if you’re gossiping about girl with made up shit, u r a bitch! If u get mad u didn’t fuck, hate on, or want to fight a girl, u r a bitch! simple.
So...
I’m one hell of a trooper… (let’s just say my day was not what I expected it to be) congrats to me
really I been through some crazy shit (whether or not I caused it) and come out pretty much ok. Can’t say I’m all good emotionally but I’m sure I’m stronger.
I know it’s strange to people when they see me in a bad situation by myself, (at least...
When you're in the car & your favorite song comes... →
heyfunniest:
Follow this blog, you will love it on your dashboard
n I get like this when it’s a random good song I never heard before (jam like I know it) lol
Watcha lot times when I watch a vid of pharrell talking I’m like uh huh, yeah… -_- but I’m sure he said something good lol. It was so hypebeast to have a close up of his chain, (laaame) but his simple tight style always makes me smile.
So...
i always like the samples juicy j uses… (even if i don’t like the song)
Chris brown is looking gayier than ever! (not that I ever thought he was gay) so idk.
do I like Beach House or is it that their music is so one sounded, I just end up liking all the songs?
been working on getting all the Daedelus albums (for free)… He’s real hit or miss to me, but when it’s...
Music Mondays
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So...
wanna try this thing called “being thirsty” but it’s super hard… Lol, I feel like If I really want this person I have to show it. Idk how to go about this esp. since idk if he even wants to talk to me nemore, but I figure I must call him n text him, even if he doesn’t respond lol. This is so awkward for me, you don’t even know.
I hate...
awkward convos (as I will not have one with u), I get in and out as quick as I can! (I have to go the bathroom is one of those really good lines)
that I feel so awkward calling someone when it’s not important… I’m like I hope this goes well lol
whoreoscopes:
doomf:
That’s a cute foot fetish you got there, would you mind keeping it 25796323689432 feet away from me?
25796323689432 feet you say?
bleh foot fetishes!
I hate...
when people play around about where and how far they are, just let me know… (esp if ur not going to make smh) I always have a plan b. N it’s like what’s the point
Fashion Fridays
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So...
apparently guys really do gossip like bitches.
had horrible time with love last nite (like always). I can’t get mad at the person cause I fucked myself over (probably like always). I was so in love with person, I realize I’ve been deflecting this love on others cause I just couldn’t get him the way I wanted. Mostly everyone I’ve been with I still thought of him, always...
So...
after last nite couldn’t even wake myself up for work. Already have problems sleeping, so if anything else interferes it’s over. Idk, I was just having a bad day… was feeling so tired foggy and frustrated by the end of the day. Wrote Devinn (who I believe is like my soul bestie :P) telling him how when I’m like that all can do is zone out to music (not talk about...
So...
I wish I was alone listening to this, complete quiet without annoying factors…
I love...
this Sigur Ros album stream. It’s like easy listening ambiance music. Idk if I would want to listen to a song randomly on it’s own, but this album is so relaxing
I hate...
being called sexy… (unless maybe if I’m dressed or doing something sexy) I don’t want to be referred to sex in a non sexual situation lol
I love...
to have a projector screen to watch all these super cool videos
So...
I always want to apply my music (about love) to someone, like I just want to listen to tennille n be like that’s u baby!
my horoscope was interesting today… mentioned disposable friends, and prob hanging with one today. It advised me to really think about the value… (even tho most people are disposable to me)
i hope the day is interesting as the past few just with better things...
