November 2010
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I admit i’ve been cakin it for a little while, but i really needed the icing… i feel so chill right now, and not because it’s super cold outside (got cocoa at hand)… So, I saw this man going through a train stop garbage can collecting what he could, including food. I gave him the only $2 left in my wallet, wish i had more… but it made me think how blessed I am.
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I Hate...
Chris Ross.
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it’s been like a week… hows my life been? shitty, shitty, shitty. no lol i will be positive… this week i’ve fell seriously in like, i had a lot of relaxing time, spent some time with a couple friends, and got some writing done. no music to report from last week. My thanksgiving, well im thankful i had one. It was just me and my mom this year. it was nice mommy daughter...
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Tangerines… Not that I haven’t had one before, but haven’t had one in long time. It’s like a cross between an orange and a lemon with crunchy stuff (seeds lol) I prob won’t be having one for another long time…
Yes I know (with all the stuff goin on and I had to talk about) I chose tangerines.
lol
Listening to Theophilus London sandcastles black x blue.
I Love... (A New Series)
Designer Drugs.
♥___♥
I Hate...
when people really fit their negative stereotypes. In today’s society (with all the technology and connectivity to the world) it’s just stupid to be ignorant. There’s few (if any) excuses. Get yourself together.
Music Mondays (Belated)
i totally forgot about my music monday… i downloaded new music on sunday. I finally got all my kid cudi songs and must say super duper… But nothing new really stood out for me. No, I didn’t download the J. Cole, and not even Chain Heavy lol.
(On my old news) Listening to the Cool Kids Good Afternoon. Good Night.
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my major thought today (sitting at home sick) I need to travel! I love to visit and explore new places. It sucks that all my travel plans this year were stopped by unfortunate situations, but I must go… I mean I have fortunately been able to travel to a few places, even out the country (Japan) but it’s def due time for more. The only major cities I’ve been too is New York and...
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this dinner I just ate (homemade hot wings, veggies, onion rings, garlic bread, and strawberry mango lemonade) made me so happy, that i forgot everything bad eating it lol. Too bad i still have things weighing on my mind, but I’m sure I’ll get over it soon enough… In the mean time I’m enjoying time with myself and family.
SN: I want dessert, too bad I don’t bake as I...
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on my homebody… tried to hang out, but I’m definitely on chill mode (not caking terms either). Not ready for parties or clubs yet, but I told myself I should go out more… After a whole lotta negative, chillin out is good, so I’m content.
SN: being a pizza face is not cool lol
Listening to a beat I so titled everything okay… PB and crackers and good music, living the...
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My grandfather was buried today. I definitely cried and was upset… It was like a father dying (he was the father i didn’t have) But, I know his energy will live on, and it such a positive entity…
When such a good person dies, you wonder what happens when you die. U definitely have to believe life continues. my vision is clear… I definitely have my own belief.
N.E.R.D.
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can someone or something send me a sign!
Watchlaleali:
Sigh lol
This just made me like kid cudi more…
Music Mondays (Belated)
Nefie’s Weekly Set… After I have a lot of indie music to update; Anoraak, Neon Indian, Temper Trap, Washed Out… Getting on my Mansions on the Moon… Lupe went in… Happy with my little bit.
Listening to Christian Rich ft. Mansions on the Moon, enough said.
WatchI love skate vids… I really like this one so I putting it up to come back to it later (I haven’t watched it all through yet)…
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saying im upset is an understatement… i gotta get from under these clouds.
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I might be out of a job I like and/or money for hours I worked… Crazy. an appearance of money and merchandise missing, and I had a weird day and messed up on some receipts now I’m looked to be the blame… Added to that a designer for the store, who I thought until today was an regular employee, accused me of some other petty non related issues adding fuel to the fire. I definitely...
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I have to get this off my chest… My heart’s not settled… I know I’m not home, I just always had this strange feeling that I’m not where suppose to be. I was born and raised here but always felt out of place… Whether or not it’s true, it’s how I feel. searching for that place…
My heart’s not settled… I despise the fact I was in love...
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far like this job… 1st time I can work alone, and sometimes can lolly gag, like now :) The store and owners are nice too…
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I’m not that technologically savvy, so idk what’s with wrong with my pc… it won’t connect to wireless… I still wonder is mac really better than pc? I just know every pc I had starting sucking (I feel) quicker than it should.
Anyway, busting Earl and Tyler’s Orange Juice.
Music Mondays
So, both albums (NERD’s and Kanye’s) I wasn’t sure about, I was content with :) my music world is ok… I fuck with Odd Future… Realize I like Big Sean now…. Found M.I.A tracks I didn’t have… In turn got Diplo tracks… Missing Cudi’s ablum, but I’ll get it…
Going through my blindi mixtapes…
WatchHa! Like this vid.
♥Diplo
