October 2010
So...
A diary is suppose to be daily right? oh well, been busy busy busy and tired tired tired…
This is not mellow music! Don’t even know what I’m listening to…
With all this talk about music, I can’t forget about my other love… My love for fashion was in the making… It always interested me, but I had other plans… And, I figured it was really something for models and designers. I didn’t really notice all the other people behind until recently, and that’s what want to be, that other person behind it (a stylist)… I...
Music Mondays
Well, I can say I have higher hopes for the Nothing album. The songs I have heard were better than previous ones. Still don’t think i will like it as much but will see… Don’t know about Kanye either… Liked M.I.A. The World and caught up on my James Pants :)
Listening to Da Art of Storytellin Pt. IV (smooth).
So...
All I can think is big things pop, little things stop lol. Seems things are progressing slowly but surely… I’m officially a shopkeeper at Kooky children’s boutique pop up store 3447 N. Southport Ave. (Throw a little Promo) Working with Lavi$h (skate brand) is very productive, the team is getting things done @ Live Lavish (Throw a little more promo). But, I’m even...
So...
This is not good for me, but having trouble shaking this feeling of frustration.. :/ Atleast I can sometimes listen to a song I love and feel better for awhile :)
Listening to Christian Rich Say My Name. (with the words, someone I know should be behind this song, but (sigh) )
So...
I personally don’t feel like fuck love (but something close to it). It’s just wierd… I felt if I ever love someone like i did that shit would work (at least for a long time). But it didn’t. I guess I’m still a little heartbroken… But now it’s like I can’t feel the same… so far haven’t gotten super excited about anyone, even if I’m...
I Hate...
When people go over board with wasting money; I’m talking Kanye West right now… That ish is stupid! Feed the needy. Um, pay my college tuition! lol
So...
Thrift store shopping. I been trying to get more into to it to save money. You can find some really nice stuff… if you have a lot of patient and style! I giving props to my sis (who really pushed it) for having just that. Me, idk how much patience I have… I’ve been to thrift stores since I was little, and I always got that tired and sick feeling after awhile. At the end,...
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I met Pharrell today. As you may know (may? lol) I love pharrell. So, I didn’t go crazy like some of you expected to (I’m a fan not a fanatic. ok maybe borderline) lol So I guess I was one of those people (the ones that don’t know what to say). I reverted to the way I am when I really into someone; awkward shyness. My reaction was between a fan and not being enthused at all lol.
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Don't Be Afraid
This life that I’m living
Keeps on giving
But I don’t wanna take
What’s in my face
What’s beyond the door
I think I want that more
It’s not easier
So can I defer
From the path laid out
See what comes about
This vision I have
I can’t let it pass
Told dreams I can build
So that’s how I feel
Trust my construction
I apply function
Only day by...
So...
I feel I have few options (more than I actually want) for where I can go in my life. The only thing is, what I want the most is the furthest away/ hardest to get…
Funny, Young L’s Headed To The Money just came on.
I Hate...
When people take their negativity in life out on you. I have ish going on all the time, but I make it my effort to be nice and patient with people. I feel just because your in a bad mood, doesn’t mean the rest of the world needs to be.
Message! (You know the movie lol) Thanks.
“Music is to my heart, Fashion is to my brain. The passion I have for both inspires the same.”
Music Mondays
I usually make time to listen and download new music on sundays or (mainly) mondays… so, a CRS track! I really hope they do a full album… but, surprisingly, i wasn’t that impressed with the track. it wasn’t bad, but it’s frickin pharrell, lupe, and kanye (even tho im kinda over ye)! This track could have been crazier.
So, I know my world is different when I...
So...
I was reminded how you can make plans, but life will take you where it wants. This weekend was hectic, a little bad, but some good too. Things happen for reason, so now I’m not trippin. I’ll just say I have some adventures…
It ended with a fun get together with some gay guys and transsexuals. I would just like to say, I love gay people! I’m glad they are here. :)
My view...
So...
I’m not Fancy. (listening to fancy)
Interview went good. (cross my fingers)
Ohio this weekend. (hope I like it)
Just packed. (took forever tired now)
I’m ready to go. (ready to leave)
Listening to Say Goodbye To Love. That is all
My Diary
I guess, I made this for reason… It is a diary. I usually don’t get too personal… I have hard time expressing deep feelings. And, I’m don’t really like talking about my life. But, that why I started this… So, many things on my mind right now… The major, must let someone go (my sister says so =}) No, but I’ve been thinking about it for awhile. Love is...
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Got some good news. (don’t want to jinx it)
Feeling a bit unsocial. (was on skype)
Was going to post a sucky poem. (prettiest girls make me =])
Still think about him. (why?)
Mark Ronson’s album is great. (record collection)
Don’t know what to do. (so…)
Listening to You Gave Me Nothing. That is all.
Single
“Why are you single? you’re a nice girl” lol Well, being nice def doesn’t make much of a difference. I’m single partly cause I choose to be. I’m not the type to be with someone to avoid loneliness, just to have someone there. I rather be alone then have someone I can’t depend on and love fully. I need to feel I can be with you for a long time. I’m...
I Hate...
sappy love songs, the whiny ones (unless it’s over a neptunes beat lol). Monica does having love all over you a good or a bad thing? (even tho im sure she’s talking bout god). You get the idea…
SN: Why is Llyod yodeling? lol
Not listening to the above mention songs. That is all.
Oh Why?
I just talked my dave babe. I didn’t plan the convo to go that way :/ lol. I had tell him i didn’t to the M.I.A concert that he got tic for my bday. Ugh! Reminded me how mad I was about it… But Thanx Dave (btw, It was more with the reason I didn’t go) I really appreciate it, sorry and ur the bestest!
Thinking of M.I.A.’s story to be told. Now the blog’s...
Food
Ok, I’m a fat ass. (have other work to do but that’s how much of a fatty I am.) I just spent two hours in the kitchen with a mission… prep for dinner. make lunch. I’ve been craving fish tacos… If u don’t know get on! I finally got some fish (tilapia) so I will finally have some tacos!. Ok, that’s dinner. But you can’t just top fish tacos with usual....
♥ Fashion
I really love fashion with a passion (kinda down it didn’t realize it sooner) but I get bored sometimes. So many new brands, not enough new looks. It’s very saturated. (Part of the reason I got rid of Sum Week, if u been following ;) ) A lot of repeats… But, good luck to the upcoming designers. Esp, Carmen Couture. Her stuff is beautifully original ;) (no she did ask me to say...
